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Friday, February 18, 2011

Dark Night of the Soul: Learning on a dark night…

Brian Alger 07/15/2010
[Explor­ing Life] Dark­ness means an absence or defi­ciency of light. It cre­ates an intu­itive space in which the fragility of our own per­cep­tion becomes uncom­fort­ably appar­ent. Dark­ness immerses us in the unknown and ren­ders our beliefs inad­e­quate. On a dark night, when the veil of dark­ness merges with our sense of mean­ing and pur­pose our cer­tain­ties dis­solve — and we feel aban­doned. It is aban­don­ment that is, for me, the essence of a dark night of the soul. This deep and per­va­sive sense of aban­don­ment is not that which is cre­ated by lost friends or a lack of com­pany; we have lost our sense of self and place in the world. On a dark night we are embraced by a soli­tude of being which ampu­tates our sense of iden­tity. On a dark night, we reach a cross­road in which we can no longer be who we were and yet do not know who we are. A dark night of the soul is not merely an iden­tity cri­sis, it is the sud­den absence of iden­tity and an absolute loss of self. A dark night of the soul is the medium in which we learn about our own suf­fer­ing, and to learn about suf­fer­ing is to pur­sue the essence of pres­ence.

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